- . . . that wasn't you in PHI 197... was it?
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heavy_saturn- November 23rd, 15:22
"ugghh. I don't know what to do with you!"
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- heavy_saturn
- October 13th, 11:11
The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
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- heavy_saturn
- August 23rd, 22:04
TIME IS FICTION
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- heavy_saturn
- August 3rd, 17:54
11/24/09 Main Street Armory, Rochester, NY
brand new.
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- heavy_saturn
- August 3rd, 17:30
"I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing I could see something through clear eyes. Do you ever wake up to realize your life is meaningless? Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age?"
- anthems of a seventeen year old girl.
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- heavy_saturn
- May 26th, 14:36
park that car.
drop that phone.
sleep on the floor.
dream about me.
- we're losing them...
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- heavy_saturn
- April 30th, 18:33
I'm losing everyone to tiny capsules filled with lies
every morning they wake up and subscribe to this prescribed nonsense
every day they cover themselves with a blanket of false reality
they obliviously live
shouting in their own heads
not able to hear their own voice
and they wonder why they can't smile anymore
they wonder why the ocean doesn't take their breath away
or why the stars don't show up at night
they're drowning in tiny white capsules
blue and white capsules
taking them farther away
where people don't speak
just sleep
forever
their eyes will remain closed
never open.
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- heavy_saturn
- April 6th, 16:01
You're the one who's always bruised and broken
Drunk on immorality
Valium and cherry wine
Coke and ecstasy
You're gonna blow your mind
I understand the fascination
I've even been there once or twice or more
But if you don't change your situation
Then you'll die, you'll die, don't die, don't die
- black tea. [OLD]
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- heavy_saturn
- March 25th, 19:25
Black tea stains my teeth and keeps me awake at night when I can't trust my dreams.
Slipping in and out of consciousness I've been tearing at the pages I kept for so long.
The binding contracts that kept me attached to you for so long.
The guaranteed enslavement I would never escape, I'll never fall asleep.
It's January again. It's eating me alive. I'm fighting for my life.
thirty-one days of being chewed, please don't swallow.
don't swallow me up.
rp.
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- heavy_saturn
- March 16th, 21:17
You're only brave 'til you're scared
You're only unique until compared
To every other worthless fuck tryin' to crawl into bed tonight
You can't afford to live like this
You can't be dumb enough to dream so big
--yes we can.
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- heavy_saturn
- March 13th, 23:31
It’s the best friends that make you
Sometimes they break you
It’s the best friends that move you
In my case see through you
It’s the best friends that need you
Sometimes they leave you
It’s the best friends lives kiss you
In my case I’ll miss you
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- heavy_saturn
- March 5th, 22:26
wait.
they.
don't.
love.
you.
like.
i.
love.
you.
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- heavy_saturn
- February 16th, 22:09
I miss sunsets. & summer. & you.
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- heavy_saturn
- February 6th, 20:46
I'm actually happy where I am though; regardless.
- Closer.
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- heavy_saturn
- January 4th, 20:46
"Where is this love?
I can't see it, I can't touch it.
I can't feel it.
I can hear it.
I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words."
One of my all time favorite movies. Absolutely.
It tells the truth.
- killerzzz.
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- heavy_saturn
- December 28th, 2008
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young
And sometimes you close your eyes
and see the place where you used to live
When you were young
I love this song, I love this song, I love this songgg.
I'm feeling insightful&inspired&sentimental&nostalgic&alive.
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- heavy_saturn
- November 18th, 2008
you don't inspire me.
- WHEN to jump.
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- heavy_saturn
- November 2nd, 2008
i remember what it was like
to not know how to kiss
and breathe in crisp air
to just take in the bliss
the world felt larger
and my eyes were wide
my hands were smaller
and my heart was blind
I ate oreos and danced to disco
in the wake of winter
with everything to sing
i sang songs about love
and things i knew nothing about
I pretended i was cool
and knew how to be
when I knew nothing
we leaned on trees
and put leaves in our hair
I told you secrets I didn't believe
and you said you wouldn't care
if I wasn't real
because I was real to you
and that was all that mattered.
you taught me how the sky was blue
and the grass was green
you gave me reality in a box
and I open it sometimes just to breathe you in
because sometimes I need you
to tell me; when.
- this is not you. this is me.
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- heavy_saturn
- October 20th, 2008
yellow lights.
green lights.
red lights.
stop signs.
standing on the cracks
breaking mothers' backs.
whispering and catching up
and living up to our expectations.
smelling old smells
breathing old air
learning not to care.
strumming on strings
and playing on keys
holding the hands
that hold my face
and singing the songs
i made myself hate.
- mi hermano.
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- heavy_saturn
- September 10th, 2008
All I want to know is if the seasons change in the city,
or do you wake up to snow as white as your blow?
All I want to know is if you breathe in the city,
or is it just you and your smoke?
All I want to know is if you wake up searching for the stars,
but realize you've left them home.
All I want to know is if you're happy
and if so, I'll leave you alone.